Saturday 26th December 2015

6.30am – midnight musings

Woke up at about 1.30am, took another Tramadol because the pain in my joints was returning. Drifted back off to sleep quickly. Woke again at 5am; pain returning – almost couldn’t move again – so took another 50mg of Tramadol. Feeling like a junkie.

I’m getting quite concerned now about my pain management. I want to know if there is anything I can do other than taking painkillers to help alleviate the inflammation. Surely I’m not going to need to take opioids for as long as I receive Infliximab.

Because it’s Christmas I don’t know who I can talk to. My IBD nurse, L, isn’t contactable until Tuesday. My GP surgery is shut today and tomorrow. What an awkward time for this all to happen.


Friday 25th December 2015

10.45pm – I swear, my knees were giving birth

Had the night from hell last night. Woke at 2.30am, after having finally got to sleep at 1.30am once T had got back from her late shift in central, thinking surely it must be at least 5am because I feel super awake.

Then I noticed a dull ache in my knees which gradually worsened. I took two Solpadeine Max at about 3am but these didn’t hit the sides, so that by the time it got to 4.30am I was in excruciating pain.

The only way I could describe it is like my knees were giving birth. The pain was inside them, stabbing, searing away at the joints. No matter what I did, I couldn’t get relief. I tried to deal with it by myself, but eventually I had to ask T to get up with me – I couldn’t even sit and google my symptoms – I just rocked back and forth like a junkie.

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